Friday, November 5, 2010

I'm Sorry

I am really sorry for pissing you off.

I have absolutely no intentions of making you angry or to blame you or anything!

I don't want anything from you. I just want you to be happy and cute. Thats all.

I am sorry if my blog post sounded like I was blaming you. I WASN'T!! I was just blaming myself and expressing my regret!

I am sorry, P! I really am sorry. I won't disturb you. I won't post anymore songs. I won't do anything that will make you see me.

I know this may be inappropriate, but please don't be angry, P. I beg of you. I didn't intend to make you angry or to blame you. It never occurred in my mind at all. I just wish for you to be happy, P. Thats all.

Take care of yourself, P. Goodbye.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I'm Back...

I'm back to the 'Lost Island of Loneliness". Wow.. what a corny name....

I'm still getting used to this even though I have stayed here for about 4 years before, I just feel uneasy being here. I look out and see the great ocean of despair, sadness, regret and jealousy, taunting and drowning my heart.

I'm not complaining. I guess this is where I belong.

I'll just be contented with the fact that God has answered my prayers, that she found happiness. So, thank you, God.

"I just hope she can always be happy and cute, for that is all I wish for."

Take care of yourself. :)